The time spent with My kajira here in Colorado has been special. The bond and connection we have shared for a year and an ocean apart melded together when I first was able to hold her at the airport for that first time. When it comes to long distance relationships there are never any guarantees that when two people come face to face that they will “click” together. For there are many reasons why what seems to be a perfect long distance relationship may falter and dwindle soon after two people come together that first time. Yet, for My kajira and Myself those first few moments could not have been any more natural.
By the time we arrived home at my apartment it was just a bit after 11 p.m. yet despite the long day and the stresses we were both under before our first physical contact, we shared an intimacy that was breathtaking yet of lovers that were insatiable for that first consummation of the relationship. Passion and intimacy that came with ease and grace of two people that knew one another at a level that supersedes the possible as it may be. And yes, perfectly matched physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. A match that is very hard to find yet people do every single day.
During her first homecoming I gave her a necklace with a padlock upon it; My collar. If you are a reader of her blog you will know full well how to find the post that mentions a necklace with a padlock on it. That moment one of many changes occurred within my love kajira. That change being of letting go of her independence fully and completely. To see that change with My own eyes is a moment that I shall cherish for the rest of My life. For it was then that she truly understood that she was physically owned in all ways. The grace that exuded from her in that moment, the love that came into her eyes then I will never forget.
The point that I am trying to communicate is this: That true love is very hard to find and to keep, yet not impossible when two individuals know the whisperings of their hearts and souls. And when true love is found between Love Master and love kajira there is no bond stronger nor deeper than it. For only when love’s roots have grown strong and deep can both individuals act and think and believe in such a way that both complement one another so intimately. Within that, completeness is felt. Completeness of all a person is and shall be. Two bodies with a single heart and soul…..

aye my Master, i am owned by you in every possible way and to spend those 8 days feeling your ownership so clearly and tangibly was humbling. I did not know my feelings were so clear in my eyes at that moment Master, yet i am glad they were, for words could never adequately express the depth of love in my heart for you.
I love you my Master.