Come March of 2011 will been two years since My kajira and I first met online. The fact that we are thousands of miles apart has not been easy, nor should it ever be. But yes, we have shared in many ups and downs together during that time. As My love kajira once said, “Most men that get involved with a woman who has kids would of ran when the shite hits the fan. But you haven’t”. But don’t quote Me on it being accurately said or recalled, lol.
Yes, most would have run, yet if I had ran away, I doubt I be able to stand the sight of my reflection looking back at Me in the mirror. For I saw something beautiful within My love kajira when we first chatted. And yes, what I see in her is still there and more brilliant in radiance. As I have alluded to above, that we been through very rough emotional times together and at times I have had to be the very foundation for which she is able to stand.
My love kajira is free from a “man” that has no honor, no integrity, no respect for anyone but himself. He has made no effort to pay any child maintenance towards the boys, never calls to speak for the boys or to show concern when they are sick. He is everything short of a Man. He has time over time again lied about things inside and outside the court just to hurt My love kajira. Worse of all, he has lied to his own boys about her. Thank goodness we can prove that he speaks no truth except when it is convenient for him.
S yes, I have had to be there for My love kajira many a time over these many months. But yet I would not trade it for anything. For her boys are looking forward to My first visit there for Christmas and I have My love kajira waiting for her Love Master to come home. And I am blessed for that.
Within this next year I shall be leaving the United States for the United Kingdom. So no doubt there will be a huge culture shock to get through. I shall have to learn and comprehend english even if it i My first and only language, lol. Yet it shall be worth it. For My love kajira and her two boys are my family. And I mean “family” in the deepest, most precious and intimate of ways that could be said and understood it to mean.
So a new year to come and new challenges to overcome. Adapt. Overcome. Conquer.
Master, you quoted your slave aptly, there is no correction needed as you encapsulted everything that she meant when she said that.
There has been a lot to go through this year, without You as a rock, anchor and foundation throughout every step, your kajira would have crumbled to ash many months ago.
I love you Master, with everything I am or every will be. Only in you am I whole and you have a family that loves you deeply here and look forward to you joining them.