There has been a lot of changes for me. I am now home in England with my love kajira and her two boys. In 9 days I will be marrying my love kajira and love of my life. I am getting little odd bits done around the house while unable to apply for a woring permit for a few more months. And we recently got a 10 month old Alaskan malamut.
Lately, have been dealing with the curse that seems to hit the male side of the Wilde family. And the curse of the Wilde family is when sheer stupdity hits in. Which, that alone is bad enough. Add a brain whom likes to turn off my short term memory at inopportune times I tend to come out looking and feeling like a simpleton.
Unfortunately my kajira’s ex displayed lack of listening to her. I, right now, am feeling downright insecure about myself. I usually take pride in doing everything right yet when the Wilde curse strikes, simple tasks I need help with.
Frustrated with myself. Insecure. Feeling like an idiot….
That’s it for now.
